I Have Not Lost My Muchness!

I have a few things I need to say today.  To start off with after what is close to a year of unemployment and various "Temp" jobs, I have finally found a permanent full-time job.  I will start work on the 14th.  I'm totally excited about it, and relieved.  I've had much time to myself lately to think about my future and the people and places in it.  I'm happy to be home with my roomates and I'm happy to know there are brighter days ahead.  Not trying to sound like a Hallmark card, but a positive attitude is necessary these days for survival.   I haven't written in awhile so here's a brief run down of present events.


I've gotten a new tattoo, my 12th.  My Dancing Snoopy.
 
I went to the Alice Cooper/Rob Zombie concert and it was one of if not the best best show I've ever seen.  Alice performed just as he always does and it was amazing the stage shows, and effects.  He played mostly older songs which made me so happy.  My seats were amazing.  I have tons of pics and memories to last forever.
 

Rob Zombie I have a complete new found respect for.  He not only put on an amazing show full of horror and effects, not to mention skeletons everywhere but he went into the crowd from the front row all the way through the entire lawn section.  To me that's amazing how he reached out to his fans. The whole show just blew my mind.  I am a HAPPY KEELY  KAT!!  *Dances like snoopy*


Other news...I recently saw the movie The Collector, I was so pleasantly surprised this movie fucking rocked!  Gore, creepiness, suspense, a real horror film!  I was beginning to think they didn't exist anymore.  I'm happy to be proven wrong, I need to go buy it now, lol.
 
I also saw the new Shrek forever after movie.  It was awesome, I wasn't sure what to expect with it being a fourth edition to the series.  It was a great love story and funny as hell.  Totally rocked.  Glad I saw it in 3-D too, lol.
 
Also need to throw in here that Silent Night Deadly night part 2 is the funniest movie on the planet!  PUNISH! GARBAGE DAY!! LOL


Well I'm running short on time today so I can't ramble too much longer.  I've definetly got all the more I can ramble about but I need to get shit done today.  I'm off like a dirty shirt.  More rambles to come in the near future... =)  *Dances like Snoopy*

I have not lost my muchness by any means.  ;)


 



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The NEW Nightmare on Elm st and Pop-Tarts!!

Y'all knew this was coming...sit back and enjoy the bitch fest!


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After months of boycotting the new version of my most favortist movie of all time I finally broke down and decided to join my friend Lindsey to see it.  I felt like it was a trip to the dentist.  Many of my friends have seen the movie.  Most warned me against it knowing I would not like it.  Some told me it had its good points.  Those "some" happen to be some of my dearest horror loving friends.  So I opened my mind a little and went for it.  I knew going into it the storyline had changed.  The make-up would be different.  MY ROBERT would not be in it.  I knew the characters had changed.  This upset me enough.  I still figured eh what the hell.  Just don't compare it.  Thats what I kept hearing.  How can one NOT compare it??  Seriously.  It's called "A Nightmare on elm st"  It has FREDDY KRUEGER in it.  It even has good ol' Nancy...IT was to be compared.

On the way to the theater I found a lil pink bunny in the back seat of Lindsey's car.

Score I found a lil friend to hold onto when I felt the nervous breakdown coming on.  I named it Lucifer.  However I was told the bunny is pink and should be referred to as LUCY.  I still called it Lucifer.  So Lucifier, Lindsey and I ventured to our seats and the eating of popcorn began as my nerves were at ease.  The movies opening credits I already didn't like.  We'll start there...yes the staple children playing hopscotch...The opening theme so familiar sounding and yet the cut out the important beats that gave it impact.  Yes I am that damn picky and yes I am that big of a nerd.  The movie starts out in the Springwood diner.  Ok?  Springwood diner..lets see that was introduced in PART4!  With our beloved heroin ALICE.  Ugh...moving on...Some random dude gets killed by Freddy but it looks like he kills himself but slashing his throat.  Umm right who is this guy?  Nancy is introduced.  Who reminds me of Jennifer Love Hewitt from I know what you did last summer...Heather WHERE ARE YOU??  Ok...So some other random boys are thrown in whom we later find out one is Nancy's love interst...No GLEN!  We have a Quinton...Then there's Jesse..ya he's supposed to be ROD...the movie goes on yadda yadda oh yeah forgot about Kris..cute...the blonde yeah I believe she would be this versions TINA...However drama drama Kris is taking on the lead role in the film...She figures out that the scary dude that looks like a damn POP-TART!

 is coming after them in their dreams...Blah snore...Kris NOT Nancy falls asleep in class...Jesse sneaks through her window after her mom leaves to goto work..So  let's see Kris aka Tina alone in the house ok..Jesse aka Rod sneaks through her window to console her and keep her company.  Come on I missed the whole Glen sound effects tape scene!  .Wasn't Glen supposed to sneak through Nancy's window?  And cute Kris is wearing a jersey top just like Glens...Are ya following???  Good lord...So I look at Lindsey and whisper this is the part where she dies on the ceiling..if they do it right (insert giggle here)  So the scene goes on..um HELLO?? Kris is outside looking for her dog...and this of course makes me say "chow chow chow"  Ya thats right Glen outside with Nancy and Tina when they hear a scary sound!  It turns out to be Rod...Anyway Kris screams...The pop-tart killed her dog???  Insert one of the many terrible lines in this movie "I Was just petting him"  Wtf???  Um no...Kris runs in the house which for some reason reminded me of the scene of Drew Barrymore running around the house in Scream.. o.O  She wakes up in bed w/the bf Jesse or ROD if  you will snoring...and boom here comes the POP-TART!

I'm like ok lets do this...um...no she gets thrown around the room like 10 times and then slashed just once right down the middle and gracefully falls on the bed...I did catch the side angle shot though just like the original when she lands and the bf is all AAAhh nooooo!  Right..ok they got one thing right..for like a half a second...Then he runs away..yay go wanna be ROD!  Cue Nancy the wanna be hippie artist...hello bring back the PINK SWEATER!! Somewhere around here Nancy fell asleep and the Pop-Tart comes through her wall just like the original but worse...yeah...that was supposed to happen at Tina's house btw..just saying but apparently Nancy wasn't invited..oh I meant Kris not Tina..yeah about that..Jesse somehow winds up in Nancy's room o.O  This dude should be fucking spider man...blah blood blah how? blah blah I keep hearing this song 1, 2 Freddy's coming for you...Her mom knocks on the door he bails gets arrested..I laughed a lil when he gets caught totally just like Rod's scene but this time its at night and the cops say "fuck"  nice...not really..he goes off to jail.. but not before he yells YOU KNOW NANCY!!..  Oh the drama snore ate more popcorn...Then we get into the whole quinton nancy thing...Quinton aka Glen and Nancy aka I miss her damn pink sweater...They have a crush on each other figure out the whole we need to sleep but cant thing..then they go through shit at her house trying to find a clue..maybe a scooby snack...they find the class photo mom comes in blah blah you were all sexally molested by the gardner his name was fred kruger...love how they used the same line from the original however HELLO Boiler room?  Glove?  Nancy's mom wheres your vodka??? Ugh...so quinton gets all retarded and thinks Nancys nuts..Nancy decides she wants to save the world before bedtime and is on the mission to discover the "more to this story" part.  Blah Blah...Quinton falls asleep while swimming and winds up in the past where the parents have tracked down the gardaner pop-tart trap him and burn him, and awww no more gardener.  WHAT??  Quinton wakes up grabs Nancy they find his dad who happens to work in the high school.  Yell back and forth.  The teens think Freddy's innocent and that they lied to their parents about the whole pedaphile thing...They goto get more A.D.D. meds cuz its keeps them awake??  Ummm ok Nancy falls asleep in like Rite Aid gets cut by the pop-tart winds up goin to the hospital..mom shows up they want to sedate her OH NO!  Mom goes to sign..hesitates but does it anyway and poof Nancy's gone with Quinton driving off to find the PRE-SCHOOL they attended with the scary gardaner...Oh ya Quinton stole some "adrenaline" from the hospital to shoot up in the car so he wouldn't "Fall asleep"  Ugh....oh ya I forgot about jesse aka Rod who is in jail..he falls asleep...The pop-Tart throws out some random supposed to be funny will never be Robert Englund's amazing lines and kills him too...um ya claw through the chest? and um 6 mins to play before your brain dies...what???  BRING back the leather jacket!  Ugh...moving on I know I skipped parts oh yeah before Nancy and Quinton run off to Rite Aid or whatever??  Nancy goes through all the kids in the Pre-school pic and discovers oh NO they all died in their sleep!  SHOCKER!  So yeah they're driving the pop-tart shows up in the middle of the street (Hello part 6 much)  They swerve off the road crash in a pond...survive stumble to the street..and hey whatta ya know its the damn pre-school!  They rummage through find the "cave" Find the pics of Nancy who was molested..oh darn the pop-tart really did it...not so innocent...Nancy decides shes gonna drag the pop-tart

out of her dream and kill him in "our" world.  Cuz yes yes she happened to have brought a piece of his sweater out of her dream while being cut up in the powder aisle in Rite Aid...Sigh What about the HAT??? the grey hair??...Quinton breaks a paper cutter and keeps the blade to kung fu fight the pop-tart.  At this point I'm now cringing, have thrown up in my mouth a lil and am praying for this movie to end SOON!  Lindsey has repeatidly told me to shhhhhh cuz I was having a meltdown..I contained myself and forced myself to finish this...She gets to the pop-tart blah and wtf??  Blood coming through the ceiling and her in a lil white dress that the pop tart states is his favorite So no blood oming up FROM the bed its going from the ceiling to the bed and then disappears! OMG make it stop!...and what the FUCK is the line "Your mouth says no but your body says yes"  after that I lost it...I literally said "I wanna go home" I can't take this.  I now have death gripped Lucifer my bunny, I'm nearly in the fetal position and yes my fat ass managed this in the theater chair...and lets not forget the classic chasing Nancy through the house scene..umm...no goo filled stairs this time how about a mollases hallway instead where Nancy almost drowns and the pop-tart say "How's this for a wet dream?"  NO NO NO NO NO!!  Now I'm infuriated and start getting loud about it!  Lindsey again shut me up.  Omg..seriously nauseating...So the movie still isn't fucking over!!  Quinten gets slashed and nancy is in bed with the pop-tart...then quinten wakes up for some reason, stabs nancy with a shot of adrenaline in the chest she wakes up drags the pop tart out..fight fight blah quinton's about to die nancy cuts off freddys hand...ahhh....luke use the force...i am your father....wtf??  Then she says are ya ready??  oh yeah!  She slices the pop-tarts throat while saying "Welcome to my world bitch!"

So um lets see I think "welcome to prime time bitch?"  Were we like goin there with that?  Or was this just a terrible line?  So yay the pop-tarts dead lets burn him again!!  So Nancy drew and her Quinton never will be tarentino bf go off in the ambulance and aww the nightmare is over!  YES ITS FUCKING OVER I SAY! Noooo wrong...it wasn't..fuuuuck....Nancy gets back home and her and mommy are all awww mommy i know you were just looking out for me and mommy is all yes honey blah pop-tart in the mirror!  Kills mommy stabs her through  the eyes...and drags her through the mirror...um...I guess that was their attempt at the killing nancy's mommy and dragging her through the front door?  All in all this movie was one of the worst movies I have ever seen in my life.  I never actually have wanted to literally walk out on a movie.  I forced myself to finish it.  I love A nightmare on elm st (1984) so much and the entire series.

Love Robert Englund.

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Love the cheesiness Love the originality of the movie and it's characters.


This movie never should have been re-made it's a classic.  Robert Shaye should be ashamed at himself for partaking in what was the biggest mistake of his producing career.  To think he was part of the original and still was a part of this travesty.

Craven and Englund I'm so grateful they had nothing to do with this.



That is my opinion.  Many will disagree and to be honest I don't give a fuck!  Those of you that know me and know my obsession with Freddy/Robert will understand.

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 I DO recognize that this film was merely BASED on the original characters created by Wes Craven.  Yeah I'm being a bitch about it anyway!  Sometimes Keely doesn't like staying quiet in the corner.  Deal.

Onto other things now...if you're still here rock on.  I've recently moved back in with my old Roomates Steve and Lindsey.   After much discussing and I miss you's.  Life is back to normal for me.  I missed my room and my friends.  It was a decision that was not easy but was made.  I have all diff types of friends from all diff walks of life.  I had a pleasant stay with my friend Krista and will forever be grateful for that. =)

I will be starting to post more of my jewelery items on ETSY in the near future so keep an eye out.   Only another week to go til the Alice Cooper concert!  I'm so excited!!!

Good things are happening.  I'm still taking life one day at a time.  Job hunting, trying to quit smoking, trying to get in shape.  All things that take patience, and time.  I'm working on it and will continue to do so.  *Dances like snoopy*


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Thanks to all those that appreciate my sense of humor and honesty.  xoxo.

*DANCES LIKE SNOOPY* 

All I desire...Temptation...Keep climbing..Higher and Higher

HELLO!!!


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So far so good on the job hunt thing.  I had two  call backs this week.  I have an interview on Monday for a retail establishment and I have another potential temp job opportunity.  So At least I'm getting call backs.  I need to make plans to try and get my jewelry sales up and running.  I'm thinking maybe EBAY.  I have a few pieces on ETSY.




RAWR!  Thats how I feel today.  I've been in such a dark yet bubbly mood today.  Creepy things make me happy.  It felt good to dust off my dreads and give them a whirl again yesterday.  Amazing how just a lil addition to my hair makes me feel more at peace with myself.  I do regret cutting my hair this last time.  I really am working on growing it out.  I don't want it to be as long and boring as before. Yet I no longer do boring in my life as I did those 2 and half years ago....

OLD KEELY (Boring)


NEW KEELY (Not so boring)  =P


HA!  Meow!

My best friend Krista is very recently engaged.  I'm very happy for her.  True love was at one point something she doubted existed and a short time later I sit back and say I told ya so *winks*  So In approx two years I'll have an awesome wedding to attend.  I was chosen as Maid of Honor, and thats awesome in itself.  Good thing I have 2 years to plan my madness...hehe.   Meow!

THE HAPPY COUPLE KRISTA AND CHRIS =)


If I am ever to be married again I'd like to be married in something similar to this....Maybe with not so much sleeves....lol.....


Recently got my tongue repierced...rock on.  Yet another piece to the puzzle of putting Keely Kat back together again.  Now I just need to work on my wardrobe a lil more...never enough black...vinyl...spikes...etc.... ;P

I dropped my phone the other day...typical Keely Kataztrophe....I thought everything was cool...ummm..until I turned it over.  Resembled a shattered mirror.  Gotta love touch screen phones... Well after some phone calls and deep breaths the phone is being replaced.  Should be arriving any minute now actually *patiently awaits the mail guy thats taking too long*  haha....

DAMAGE INC ....


My baby brothers birthday is Saturday.  I'm sorry I won't be able to attend the party.  I'm jealous though.  My mom is flying in from the Virgin Islands to throw him a party.  How awesome is that?  Food that resembles Ninja Turtles, Pin the ears on Yoda, and massive quanities of alcohol...(WHY IS THE RUM ALWAYS GONE??) .ROCK ON!  LoL.  Good times man good times.   So ya Jeff (my brother) is going to be 30!  not 7...lol.   We're just a family that never grows up, and it's awesome.  :)
THE BROTHER (JEFF) <3


Crawlin....closer and closer to the ALICE show.  I'm getting really exited about this show.  I can't believe it's been ten years since I've seen Alice.  =)  *Sigh*  I really hope its an awesome time.  =)

Okie dokie I think thats ...*pause*   YAY!  New phone is here!  Oy...Now I gotta redo everything =(  All my sounds and stuffs...thats ok NEW RINGERS for all!  I'm in a really good mood today.  It is friday... =)  Hopin' for an awesome weekend!

I'm off like a blood stained shirt...

Rawr.....


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*Dances like snoopy* I'm back! Meow....

Welly Welly Well it certainly has been awhile.  I honestly have not had much excitement to talk about.  I've moved.  Taking things one day at a time.  Still a crazed Keely Kat roaming around Charlotte.  I'm due for a ramble.....and here it is...

For the past five years or so I've dabbled in the world of beading and creating my own jewelry.  Falling into the self concious world of doubt and dismay I never truly pushed the issue to show the "world" my work.  Recently with my spare time I've started to pursue my "dream" if you will of creating my own jewelry line.  Over the past two years I've truly gained more strength and belief in my talent.  So I've put some pieces on here of my work.  I'd truly love some feedback.  So please e-mail me or comment.  Thanks =)





In other news my new home is amazing.  I love my friend Krista to pieces it's a whole new world for me.  This weekend the food OMG!  Amazing!  Home made Macs and Cheese (A Keely FAV)  and today homemade chinese food.  A feast!  Truly the best chinese ever!!  =P  Props to you girly (KRISTA)  You rock my pin striped socks.  Also a quick shout out to her boyfriend Chris (My new FRIEND)  you rock!  Thank you for the "sneaky" work to make Krista SMILE!  Also you're a doll helping me with my computer retardedness and actually listening to my rambles about a certain guy in Canada and nerdiness.   Also I'd like to say it's a pleasure to make you both laugh til you cry!  =P

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I'm still unemployed..bummer I know!  I wish there was a job for a horror nerd!  ??? =/ ????  So I'm still on the job hunt...Tomm I'm hitting up the retail shopidy shops...to see if I can get back into my roots there..it's something...pay isn't great and hours psssh...but it's a paycheck...can always move up and/or find something else along the way.  :)


Movie rambles.....Totally loved Burton's Alice in Wonderland, saw it TWICE.  Once in 3-D...neatooooooo.  Still boycotting the NEW Nightmare on elm st.  Anyone that knows me truly knows my obsession with Robert, and the series...I can't do it.  I did want to be open minded about it...I tried...I just have seen so much already with the trailers, pics, synopsis, blogs, articles, and nothing is jumping out at me other than my own vomit as I'm literally sick to my stomache over it....So I shall Redbox this film and pay a dollar...This way I can have a nervous breakdown in the privacy of my own living room, and not have to make a scene in public from the travesty upon the screen.  Before anyone jumps down my throat about how Robert willingly stated he did NOT want to play the role of Freddy.  I'm well aware of how the casting went over and how the storyline was changed....I still have no desire to spend the money I don't have on the film being witnessed in a theater and then the sedative I'll need to get home.  Thanks!

In other film news..I'm very excited about the news I've been reading on Burton's take on Maleficent.  Maleficent is my favorite Disney villian of all time!  This could be super awesome!  Also Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham in Little Shop of Horrors...awesome...=)  Keanu Reeves in Jeckyll,  this could be great!  if done right...still not a lotta news on this one yet but its caught my interest.  Among a few others I'm curious about..Human Centipede, Toy Story 3, and Shrek Forever After.  =P  I'll stop here because I could ramble about movies for days...teehee.  :)

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As for the Keely Kat taking care of herself.  I know a lot of  you have been asking me how I'm doing.  I'm awesome!!  I've started walking 3 miles a day.  I love that there's this amazing trail right behind where I live. I love to be outside and look at  nature...It's amazing.  To think I wasted so much time rotting indoors when I could've been enjoying this!  It's something I look forward to everyday.  It's not like exercise to me it's a walk that makes me feel good for taking care of myself, and seeing so many little things.  I forgot how neato caterpillars are, and flowers.  Today I counted 7 caterpillars....lil fuzzy ones.  Very cute!  When I was little I used to keep them as lil pets :)  Makes me giggle to think back to memories like that.  Awesome!  So I still need to quit smoking..BUT I've cut back a LOT!  So thats a good step.  I no longer smoke inside.  So that is a big step!  So I'm thinking by May this should be a done deal.  Baby steps....and stop making damn excuses I keep telling myself!  It's amazing how when you feel good about yourself things get a lil easier.  :)

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Now for some FUN news!  I'm a total Alice Cooper nerd...I was bummed to see he's touring again and I THOUGHT he was NOT coming to NC...until one day a few weeks ago I woke up and checked my e-mail....and there it was....the most amazing news ever!  ALICE was coming not only to NC but to CHARLOTTE!  Can we say FUCK YEAH?!?!  Well I about spit my coffee across the kitchen and re-read the e-mail twice just to make sure I wasn't dreaming.  I notified all my close friends immidetley  I was told I was loved and a magical fairy all within 20 minutes.  It's good to be the Keely!  So needless to say after ten years of waiting I got my tickets to see Alice Cooper again in concert with the added bonus of Rob Zombie!! May 19th!!!  Now as for the OTHER show I will be attending in September.  I'm all about some Lady Gaga!!  Love her story,  love her music, and yes I even love her image.  I think she's amazing.  I worked well with Krista's boyfriend Chris to surprise her with a belated Birthday gift of GAGA tickets!!!  So I'm super excited to see her and I know these two shows are going to be AMAZING!!!!  I love going to shows!!  Weeeeeee!!!  *DANCES LIKE SNOOPY*



One last thing before I go.....There is someone very special in my life right now that I wanted to mention.  They say things happen when you least expect it.  Maybe all things happen for a reason.  Maybe I should stop with the cliche's...haha...=P  So A HUGE shout out to mah Corey.  Somethings can never be explained.  They don't need to be.  So a lil about Corey...Corey is what we like to call a jack of all trades.  He can  master the art of culinary genius in the kitchen, get 150 headshots in MW2 in the blink of an eye, play guitar and bass, blows my mind being a music guru...he has great taste btw =P  Totally opened my eyes to some amazing bands I never knew existed.  So awesome.  He's also opened my eyes to Cat Sharks, hedgehogs, Lionfish, and basschund's....oh yes...There is muchness with the lil woo woo animals!  I'll stop here cuz I could go on and on....We all know how this Keely kitty LOVES to ramble about things she likes...LoL  =P  So yes thank you to Corey for just being you..thats all you ever had to do.  =)  xoxo.
 TROGDOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Oh yes he will be mine =P



So thats about all I have for today with my rambles.  I'm hoping to have more good news to ramble about soon.

I'm off like a dirty shirt!  Meow!

It's a sign....with a dash of Wonderland! =P

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I totally fell into the I forgot about my blog routine....Thanks to a few people that have nudged me to get back here and write.  HERE I AM! 

Ok so a LOT has been going on these days.  I know I always say that.  Well, never a dull moment.  I'll start as far back as the trip to New York.  My life really has changed a lot over the last month.  Indeedy.  That trip to NY opened my eyes to a lot.  Met some new people that um I won't forget.  Added some pages to a new chapter in Keely's book of life.  I  knew I missed people in NY.  I didn't know how much I missed them.  It's a hard situation when you have differnt states that hold very important people in your life.  I know we've all got friends and family all over the world.  So you can relate on how it feels when you want to run to someone and you can only call.  You can only text.  You can't see their smile, give them a hug, and it sucks.  Sooo I'm still dealing with my return back to North Carolina.  


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I've met some new friends home in NC.  That have truly been a blessing in disguise.  I will always be a firm believer in all things happen for a reason.  So here we go.....I've made a decision to move out of my apartment, and move in with a friend and her family.  Two VERY differnt environments.  I believe my decision is for the best, and I'm happy. I feel at home.  =) 

I'm still looking for a job, and this of course makes me feel like a loser.  However it's inevitable this is life and it happens, and I'm working on it.  Yesterday I revamped my resume.  I'm proud of it.  At least there's stuff on there, lol!  So I am working on my move.  Which hopefully will be completed within the next week or so.   At least I have the time to take and can do this in an organized manner, and know where everything is.

So in other news I'm a believer in "signs".  Signs as in this means something not as in a "Stop" sign, lol.  I'll keep this simple.  When going to visit someone, I was in a car accident.  The next week I got a speeding ticket visiting this person.  I'm taking this as a sign.  I just don't think this person and I are meant to be...For these and several other reasons that I choose to not mention here.   So ya, my car is in the shop.  My rental is a lame Camry....wooo...and the ticket will be paid.  UGH! 



So with moving, dealing with friends that have come and gone, finding a job, taking care of the car, bills, and lets see, life in general...I'm doing ok.  I'm very thankful for my amazing friends.  It makes me a lil sad to think about how friendships come and go.  How things happen and people change.  Some change for the better and you get closer.  While others change for the worse and you drift further apart.  I don't understand how that happens, but it does.  There are some people over the past few weeks that really have had a huge impact on my decisions and my life.  I'm a stubborn girl .  I definetly do NOT always listen.  I really should listen because some people can see a lot more than I can from an outsiders point of view.  =)  You live and you learn.  I'm growing a lil tired of learning though, I'd like to live a little more.  HaHa.  It happens.  You move on. 

I'd like to take a few minutes here as I usually do to thank some people.  Without them, I'd be so lost.  I'm a very emotional girl, that wears her heart on her sleeve.  I still see nothing wrong with sharing how much I care about people in my blog.  =)

Erica

Thank you for always being here, and it was amazing hanging out with you again.  I definetly have a friend for life.  I can't imagine what my return to New York would've been like without you.  I had an amazing time and miss you everyday.  The understanding we have is beyond words.  You totally rock.  I could go on for days here as to why you are my best friend.  I choose to post how much I care in almost every blog because yes you are that important that eveyone needs to know I love you.  =) 

Krista

You have taken me under your wing and totally opened a new chapter in my life that I never knew could exist.  Your kindness and understanding has totally helped me get out of a depression and move forward.  I know it's going to be ok.  Thank you, and mom more than these typed words can ever express.  It still amazes me how our friendship was so meant to be.  IT'S A SIGN!  =)  Muskrat!  LoL.

Duane 

Your patience is amazing.  How you have become such a part of my life especially over the past few weeks its crazy.  You totally get me.  Thank you so much for always making me laugh, and telling me it's going to be "ok".  I know I've said this before but I'll keep saying it.  You tell it how it is.  I need that.  A lil dose of reality is ok.  Yet you not only tell me how it is, you follow it up with making me smile and laugh til I cry.  This is why duane rocks!  =)  *hugs*

Ok now  that I got that out of my system =)  I have much to do today.  I have to continue packing my life away and reloacting it.  LoL.  I've decided to pack all my collectibles and decorations that cover my walls last.  Along with my horror collection.  It's going to kill me to have my prized possesions in boxes again.  However it's so worth it.  They'll live again once I'm settled and things are totally going to be so much better.  The futures so bright I gotta wear shades.  LoL. 


It's a strange feeling knowing that I'm moving now and it's a temporary move but an awesome step in the right direction.  I don't know where I'll be in a year.  I don't know if I'll even be in North Carolina.  It's crazy to think I went from such a routine to now having an open book.   It scares me, and yet its thrilling.  I finally know who I am, and what I want.  I just need to put the pieces together to get there.  All things really do happen for a reason.  Ever since I got to North Carolina my life has changed dramatically.  I'm not who I once was, and I'm ok with that.  =)  I'll keep repeating myself about it too.  =)


I do want to mention one other thing while I'm typing away on this Wednesday morning.  Maybe my friends are right.  Maybe I'm not as shy as I used to be.  I've been thinking about this a lot.  I used to hide, clam up, never talk to anyone.  I was the fat weird girl that no guy ever looked at and it showed in my social life.  I always stuck out in the crowd but never spoke.  Now granted I still clam up when in a social situation where I'm not comfortable.  I'm only human.     I think my blog is helping me express myself as well. 

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There is one conversation that still needs to take place.  As many times as I went over the script in my head I just can't do it.  Which is ashame cuz it's needs to happen.  I guess after some unkind words over the years repeatidly it's leaving me to umm not run at the opportunity to hear more unkind words.  Its the final chapter for me...It's the only challenge from my past that I have not faced in person.  I know it's a pointless conversation but its really not because theres a lot more than meets the eye and not all is known. 


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I'm totally bummed because I will not be able to attend Chiller Theatre this April.  I went to NY in Feb and will not be able to afford my trip there this soon again.  As most of you know I am a total horror nerd as well as an Alice Cooper nerd.  Well for some stupid reason I decided to check on Chiller's page when it was and who would be there....and of course Alice Cooper will be there the whole weekend in April.  So talk about stabbing the knife in deeper.  Not only am I missing out on the convention I always loved but my hero is going to be there the whole weekend.  Now when I lived in NY this would not happen.  It happens now and I literally got a lil misty eyed over this missed opportunity.  I really really want to meet Alice.  I really am serious.  However I just can't see how it'll happen.  So I'll just pout a lil and HOPE that I can score tickets with his new tour and maybe a VIP pass or something to meet him.  *sigh*  All I want is to meet Alice and Robert Englund just once.  =)  Just once!  EeePP!  I know I'm so that fan girl!  =)  I just know what ROCKS!!  Speaking of Robert...I got "Hollywood Monster"  as a birthday present.  It's an amazing read!  I'm not a big "reader" by any means but this book travels with me.  I've just gotten to the part where Robert landed  the role as Freddy...*Sigh* so awesome...  Some are into "Twilight"  I'm into Roberts life.  Totally rocks my pin striped socks.  =) 

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Well I think that this is a good enough update on Keely Kat for now.  I will try to keep things up and running.  Be here more often.  I know I've drifted from the whole weight and health issue part of this.  It's not a lost cause.  I've moved into a very healthy environment.  I'm rocking the Wii Fit which is amazing btw...insulting...but fun as hell.  lol.  Things are going ok I'm taking care of myself and taking life as it comes one day at a time.  ROCK ON!  =)  *dances like snoopy*


I need coffee... LoL.



P.S.  Totally excited about seeing Burton's Alice in Wonderland this weekend!!!!  YES!!!!!  =)


*DANCES LIKE SNOOPY*  =)